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♥ Wednesday, December 28, 2005
10:30 PM

I've been thinking lately whether is it time to upgrade myself. It seemed that everyone is getting a degree. But here i am, standing with only an adv diploma. At the current moment, i am still contented with what i have. afterall, simplicity is something i am asking for. But to live in Singapore, simplicity is not a practical issue.

Well, it takes a paper qualification to survive in this working society. You not only need IQ nowadays, but as well as EQ. Does it really matters if i just dont get that degree?? I am also someone who like to set goals (long-term and short-term). If i want to do it, I need to make sure i put in my best 100% + 100% effort to make sure i get the best results. It is just influential but I am not confident that i am able to commit time, my heart, my brain cells to get this engine working. I am no longer that younger.. a few more years to touch 30. Should I just do or not do it? yes, marriage comes to my mind.. cause not just wedding package but my house!!!! image the renovation loan etc. both my bf and my family are not well-to-do. i do get envious of others who can go overseas to study or live without worries. why don i have opportunity to do it then? i stepped into the working society at young age. I worked, study, pay for bills, insurance premiums, give family allowance.. with hundreds of dollars i felt i can barely survive not to mention tot of owning house, and kids in the future... EEe.. tots of all these makes feel disappointed...

Maybe all above are lousy excuses.. time to get to bed.. Zzzzzzzz monster, here i come!