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♥ Monday, January 30, 2006
11:07 AM

This love that I have received is very different from the others..

I remembered when I am young, I had a closer relationship with my dad. But as years passes by, I had a closer bonding with my mom.

When I was in secondary school, i withdrew from a big competition that puts no one to understand me. With accussations from all my ECA mates, I felt guilty. I cant sleep well. I lost focus on everything. She was there for me. She didnt utter any thing much but she was the one who encouraged me to pick up my school bag to school.

I didnt do well in my studies, I went to society to work early and continues my studies later on. She was there to tell others that I am learning from my mistakes; I am not having an easy time.

When I had a very heartbroken relationship many years ago, she was the one who woke up in the middle of night and checked whether I had soaked all my tears in my pillow. She was the one who cried with me. She had broken relationship with my dad and don want same thing to happen to me. Cause I am still young and I don understand, I have a long way to go..

When I had this breakdown this time, I went to her bed and slept by her side. She understand why, she woke up in the middle night, asking me not to ponder over things and have a good rest. When I lost my appetite, she tried to cook dishes i liked. Gets me to have a few bites. When I am out talking to friends over my broken heart, she was concerned when I am coming back home. When I don gain understanding from people and again things gone wrong, I soaked in tears. A touch and smile was there to comfort me.

Maybe she don understand and didnt ask what happened. But she knows that I am sad.. shattered. Nothing will compare to a motherly love. Someone who is forever close to your heart, No matter you are young or old..

Even when I was at service on first day of CNY, the sermon was on reasons why you should honor your parents. And yes, if there is only one salvation i can give away - she is the one.