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♥ Thursday, February 23, 2006
7:53 PM

No license. But paying for car insurance. Yes.. his car insurance premium..

I asked him to check with existing car insurance company - almost $4k (insurance premium + road tax). Wow... very expensive, but i expected it not to be cheap. How you expect insurance co not to impose heavy loading after a big claim. That's one of the reasons why i insist that it is important to save up for rainy days. Well, it does not imply to him since the start. Now, we quarrel cause i see it coming but he dont. I hope that it just teach him a big lesson . Not just a hole in his pocket and as his GF, a bigger hole for mine (losing all my saving to help out). Not a issue of paying but also practising self-control and treasure our relationship.

I felt terrible during this period. Different people different opinions. Some urge me to give up when it's seems so hopeless, some urge him to give up, some asked me give him a chance, some says give others a chance. some encouraging, some praying, some things became worse. Well, it's almost over. I am still pinning hopes. Yes - giving another chance. Hope that he will learn how to appreciate things in life for better. Not that he has not never gain, the fact is that he dont know the seriousness of losing.

Though we are on talking terms but just odd. we should not continue but start afresh, a new chapter in life. Coming to 8 years of relationship, always reconciled after a day or two but this time round, we took more than a month. Hard to describe how it felts.. probably with family members, you will never cause everyone is part of family. with friends, even good friends, you will probably reconciled but in BGR, it's a line btw family & good friend type of relationship.

I am just praying for better firm foundation to continue this long marathon.