Wanted to write some thing. Cant remember what I wanna write earlier. Anyway, something else came across my mind.

It's so hard to understand a person. It reminds me of a mirror reflection. What you see first is how you looked today. First, a overall image, then into more details (from hair to toes) and whether your face is dirty, or is your hair messy etc. When you first know a person, you will never look 'deeper' but as time passes by, you will notice things like whether the pores on his/her face is big or small, whether he/she has straight and crooked teeth etc.

When you just know someone, you open your heart to know him/her. But after awhile, you know where the flaws are. Sometimes, you just want to shut away from or find it hard to ignore.

I am so glad that there are some out there concerning, praying, giving me that listening ears.

Life goes on.. Strive on; it's never easy..

I hate to confess how vulnerable I am. How ironic and contradicting to blog about joy and next minute or so, abt myself being vulnerable and weak.

I feel like a fool. Why should i let the past hunt after me? Yes, that few word has "killed" my heart. My tears flow and I cant focus no matter how hard I tried.

I hated it. I felt so depressed. The sadness has sunken in. I felt that bitterness of tears. Suppressing it.. swallowing it hard. Never know how to express myself well - in words, actions. Maybe whatever I did, no one understand. But I guess God does. I know He does..

"The body is a unit; though it is made up of many parts, and though all its parts are many; it form one body" 1 Cor 12:12

Yes, we are one but everyone functioned differently. 5 fingers on the right hand may never that reach or touch the right elbow. The tongue will never touch the eyes or ears but each has it's own good and function. The brain is Him, but the brain, without the brain nothing function. Everyone is one function of the body. Everyone is wired so differently. So, please dont keep saying about the fault of one another. No one wants to look back cause it will continue to hunt you. Look forward.. Press on..

Dear Father

You know the deepest thoughts of mine,
For you have created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother's womb.
I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made.

Let all murmur be killed with the mighty knight's sword.
ZIP ZIP..

Let me press on towards to the goal,
That goal that you have set for me.

When things goes wrong,
I will not quit but give praise for this hurdle.
Cause there is nothing impossible that YOU and I cannot handle.

Thank you for being in my life!

AMEN!

I have getting lazier nowadays. Sometimes, I tot of logging into the blog but just gave lame excuses. Ok, before i lost all my 'inspiration' again.

Took leave to attend the church conference. It was "wow" because all women are always the left or right hand of a man as well as a very successful woman of her own cell. Very IMPRESSIVE!! hhaha.. i liked that the part that one of the pastors shared on views for wives to be submissive to husband as mentioned in the bible (Very MCP tots of any married man) but the lady pastor told her husband that any man should serve like a servant just like the Son. BRAVO for the men who understand what she is talking about. Gain a lot from the conference but lost a lot of hours of sleep..

Attending service (as usual) this morning, but cant find my spiritual "Ah Mah" (It's her birthday!). Tried to date her out for lunch but she has been "booked" by others. Always got to take Q no... but she always says that I am bad, only look for her when my bf is not around. haha.. Yah, true, very bad of me.

A change of church location is not a bad idea. We started to hunt for food location very week! And every week, a new hawker centre search recommended by D.M! It's a joy that leads me to understand that I dont always have to eat at restaurants, with a group of food lovers around me and enjoying and surrounded by happiness with others.

Went to visit my grandpa. On my way to bus stop at Commonwealth, I met an aunty who asked me for bus direction. With my "Pte Ltd" teochew, I tried to talk to her.. Sometimes, I regretted not picking up my dialet when I was young. But thank God, we managed to understand another.. I directed her with the bus direction and she directed me to my Grandpa's ward.. Great!

First time visiting my Grandpa since he got admitted in hospital. I hated going to hospital, it's the medication smell and some sorrow in the air. We have requested for him to get discharge as he dont like the idea of staying. He is such a quiet man but it's so bored with no t.v. in the room. When the paper work is done, he's all ready to go. With minimum strength to get up and wheeled out of the room. All patients even the maid who stayed in congratulated him as well as the smile and joy on the nurses' face. For once, I understood the hardwork of being a nurse and how they felt when a patient gets discharged.

Got the wedding invitation card from my relatives.. Another wedding bell ringing..

Been frowning lately, can see the lines in btw my forehead.. trying to cope with work but it's tired. I am only in my late 20s. another 20-30 yrs before i retire? If i live in Singapore, there constant pressure is there.. Maybe i expect things to be less flawless but the more you try to, or target, the more difficult it is. trying to learn how to live in stress-free environment.

Weekend is always very short. I spent last sat traveling from places to places. Woke up late.. car workshop, Shunfu market, friend's place, dinner with another friend to park and finally home sweet home. well, Sunday is even shorter. waking up earlier than normal.. drag myself of out bed for service and lunch, home, a program or two and end of the day. LIFE!! YEs, this is LIFE!! Sigh..

Why is there so little public holidays in Singapore? No summer, winter vocation?? Sob..

Well, thank God for annual leave. encouraged by my direct boss to clear my leave from time to time.. supposed to go HK this month but not fulfiled. Yes, slight upset. But there is chance. Want to travel more before life tie me down..

3 in 1 (3 Girls) in the same room = A noisy market.

I used to occupy one room to myself till 2 other gals joined me in Jan this year. Though less privacy but more noise pollution... It's quite fun. They are around 2-4 years my junior but we talked any rubbish in our room. Shared views on different bosses, the colleagues around us, the vendors, our suppliers, food, marriage.. one of them got ROM recently. She is a XINFU gal... H.A.P.P.Y!! haha...

Much joy and also much food brought in everyday. We ate and snack every now and then.. so scary.. no wonder my face looked so round and my weighing scale is pointing right.. sob sob.. blame me for being such a pig.. not been jogging at all for couple of months and unable to resist the snacking...

Well, my mind is thinking of egg mayonise.... yum yum..

Some thing that I learnt from my cell meeting last night. Very true that female are more emotional than males. To overcome our emotions, depression and breakdowns. Somehave came up with the following:

In the psychology stand, DENIAL is the main key of issue in almost every problem.If one cant overcome denial, practically nothing can be done or work for the person. To help on any of our problems, especially ladies, our EMOTIONS:

THE 4 As
1) Acknowledge the problem - I've the problem
2) Accept the problem - it happens to everyone
3) Act on the problem - One crucial thing: Talk to someone, get support and especially before one sunk into depression
4) Affirmation from a suppport group to sustain the problem

The 3Hs
1) Acknowledge when we get HURT
2) Get HELP from the supporting group to walk the journey
3) Get HEALED

It's not easy to overcome hurts and pains in our life. I would like to add on with my own thoughts:

1) Thank the person who have hurted you because he/she has taught you to live stronger and to be more courageous in life.
2) Thank the person who had cheated you because he/she has taught you to take more cautions.
3) Thank the person who laughed at you because he/she has taught you to have patience.
4) Always be thankful to those around you cause every day is a lesson learnt.
5) Invite God into our lives daily and let HIM walk closely by our side.

NAME: MRS GOON
DOB: 02 AUG 1978
LOVES: GOD, FAMILY, FRIENDS, SHOPPING, MAKAN
FAVORITE VERSE: MATTHEW 6:33

Wanted to write some thing. Cant remember what I wanna write earlier. Anyway, something else came across my mind.

It's so hard to understand a person. It reminds me of a mirror reflection. What you see first is how you looked today. First, a overall image, then into more details (from hair to toes) and whether your face is dirty, or is your hair messy etc. When you first know a person, you will never look 'deeper' but as time passes by, you will notice things like whether the pores on his/her face is big or small, whether he/she has straight and crooked teeth etc.

When you just know someone, you open your heart to know him/her. But after awhile, you know where the flaws are. Sometimes, you just want to shut away from or find it hard to ignore.

I am so glad that there are some out there concerning, praying, giving me that listening ears.

Life goes on.. Strive on; it's never easy..

I hate to confess how vulnerable I am. How ironic and contradicting to blog about joy and next minute or so, abt myself being vulnerable and weak.

I feel like a fool. Why should i let the past hunt after me? Yes, that few word has "killed" my heart. My tears flow and I cant focus no matter how hard I tried.

I hated it. I felt so depressed. The sadness has sunken in. I felt that bitterness of tears. Suppressing it.. swallowing it hard. Never know how to express myself well - in words, actions. Maybe whatever I did, no one understand. But I guess God does. I know He does..

"The body is a unit; though it is made up of many parts, and though all its parts are many; it form one body" 1 Cor 12:12

Yes, we are one but everyone functioned differently. 5 fingers on the right hand may never that reach or touch the right elbow. The tongue will never touch the eyes or ears but each has it's own good and function. The brain is Him, but the brain, without the brain nothing function. Everyone is one function of the body. Everyone is wired so differently. So, please dont keep saying about the fault of one another. No one wants to look back cause it will continue to hunt you. Look forward.. Press on..

Dear Father

You know the deepest thoughts of mine,
For you have created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother's womb.
I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made.

Let all murmur be killed with the mighty knight's sword.
ZIP ZIP..

Let me press on towards to the goal,
That goal that you have set for me.

When things goes wrong,
I will not quit but give praise for this hurdle.
Cause there is nothing impossible that YOU and I cannot handle.

Thank you for being in my life!

AMEN!

I have getting lazier nowadays. Sometimes, I tot of logging into the blog but just gave lame excuses. Ok, before i lost all my 'inspiration' again.

Took leave to attend the church conference. It was "wow" because all women are always the left or right hand of a man as well as a very successful woman of her own cell. Very IMPRESSIVE!! hhaha.. i liked that the part that one of the pastors shared on views for wives to be submissive to husband as mentioned in the bible (Very MCP tots of any married man) but the lady pastor told her husband that any man should serve like a servant just like the Son. BRAVO for the men who understand what she is talking about. Gain a lot from the conference but lost a lot of hours of sleep..

Attending service (as usual) this morning, but cant find my spiritual "Ah Mah" (It's her birthday!). Tried to date her out for lunch but she has been "booked" by others. Always got to take Q no... but she always says that I am bad, only look for her when my bf is not around. haha.. Yah, true, very bad of me.

A change of church location is not a bad idea. We started to hunt for food location very week! And every week, a new hawker centre search recommended by D.M! It's a joy that leads me to understand that I dont always have to eat at restaurants, with a group of food lovers around me and enjoying and surrounded by happiness with others.

Went to visit my grandpa. On my way to bus stop at Commonwealth, I met an aunty who asked me for bus direction. With my "Pte Ltd" teochew, I tried to talk to her.. Sometimes, I regretted not picking up my dialet when I was young. But thank God, we managed to understand another.. I directed her with the bus direction and she directed me to my Grandpa's ward.. Great!

First time visiting my Grandpa since he got admitted in hospital. I hated going to hospital, it's the medication smell and some sorrow in the air. We have requested for him to get discharge as he dont like the idea of staying. He is such a quiet man but it's so bored with no t.v. in the room. When the paper work is done, he's all ready to go. With minimum strength to get up and wheeled out of the room. All patients even the maid who stayed in congratulated him as well as the smile and joy on the nurses' face. For once, I understood the hardwork of being a nurse and how they felt when a patient gets discharged.

Got the wedding invitation card from my relatives.. Another wedding bell ringing..

Been frowning lately, can see the lines in btw my forehead.. trying to cope with work but it's tired. I am only in my late 20s. another 20-30 yrs before i retire? If i live in Singapore, there constant pressure is there.. Maybe i expect things to be less flawless but the more you try to, or target, the more difficult it is. trying to learn how to live in stress-free environment.

Weekend is always very short. I spent last sat traveling from places to places. Woke up late.. car workshop, Shunfu market, friend's place, dinner with another friend to park and finally home sweet home. well, Sunday is even shorter. waking up earlier than normal.. drag myself of out bed for service and lunch, home, a program or two and end of the day. LIFE!! YEs, this is LIFE!! Sigh..

Why is there so little public holidays in Singapore? No summer, winter vocation?? Sob..

Well, thank God for annual leave. encouraged by my direct boss to clear my leave from time to time.. supposed to go HK this month but not fulfiled. Yes, slight upset. But there is chance. Want to travel more before life tie me down..

3 in 1 (3 Girls) in the same room = A noisy market.

I used to occupy one room to myself till 2 other gals joined me in Jan this year. Though less privacy but more noise pollution... It's quite fun. They are around 2-4 years my junior but we talked any rubbish in our room. Shared views on different bosses, the colleagues around us, the vendors, our suppliers, food, marriage.. one of them got ROM recently. She is a XINFU gal... H.A.P.P.Y!! haha...

Much joy and also much food brought in everyday. We ate and snack every now and then.. so scary.. no wonder my face looked so round and my weighing scale is pointing right.. sob sob.. blame me for being such a pig.. not been jogging at all for couple of months and unable to resist the snacking...

Well, my mind is thinking of egg mayonise.... yum yum..

Some thing that I learnt from my cell meeting last night. Very true that female are more emotional than males. To overcome our emotions, depression and breakdowns. Somehave came up with the following:

In the psychology stand, DENIAL is the main key of issue in almost every problem.If one cant overcome denial, practically nothing can be done or work for the person. To help on any of our problems, especially ladies, our EMOTIONS:

THE 4 As
1) Acknowledge the problem - I've the problem
2) Accept the problem - it happens to everyone
3) Act on the problem - One crucial thing: Talk to someone, get support and especially before one sunk into depression
4) Affirmation from a suppport group to sustain the problem

The 3Hs
1) Acknowledge when we get HURT
2) Get HELP from the supporting group to walk the journey
3) Get HEALED

It's not easy to overcome hurts and pains in our life. I would like to add on with my own thoughts:

1) Thank the person who have hurted you because he/she has taught you to live stronger and to be more courageous in life.
2) Thank the person who had cheated you because he/she has taught you to take more cautions.
3) Thank the person who laughed at you because he/she has taught you to have patience.
4) Always be thankful to those around you cause every day is a lesson learnt.
5) Invite God into our lives daily and let HIM walk closely by our side.

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