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♥ Friday, August 18, 2006
6:55 PM

Had a short conversation with my boss. They will be renewing my contract. Overall, pleased with my performance, appraisals from bosses and consultants. But because there is no headcount. Yes, I am disappointed. Somehow, I look forward to securing a perm job. No differences? Yes, there is. So, those out there with perm job, dont grumble. You are very fortunate. Not to mention whether there is more bonus, flexs, benefits etc. Just thoughts of insecurity, losing job anytime, the house coming, settling down, financial issues, family planning all comes into the factor.

I feel lousy about myself and yes, at times, at my lowest.. Life sucks.

Sigh.