Today is 24 September 2006. 1/2 a year later is my actual wedding day.
Wonder is it that I have been sleeping too much or much nightmares, pre-marriage jitters I guessed?
Nightmare / Dream (1) Dreamt about no one attending my wedding.. well, I have dreamt of it many times. Bad decorations, empty chairs and no one to walk me down the aisle. Cause it is a Christian wedding, every time I would dream that my dad is not there to walk me down the aisle or refusal to attend my wedding.
Nightmare / Dream (2) House. That the house is in a mess. Recent realisation that after 1st time purchasing a HDB flat, second purchase must be a upgrade (Example: 4-room to 5-room, and not 5-to-5) to be eligible for HDB housing loan. We now hesitate whether we want to stick to original plan of a 5-room purchase. It's easier to cope with 4-room loan. But a 5-room is a readiness in case his parents needs to sell away their present flat when they retire since they are both self-employed and have little savings.. But all these became a nightmare for me for thoughts that I am still holding to the contract job (Insecurity?).
Nightmare / Dream (3) Financial issue. Probably of my family background. The area I am most concern as we settle down. Knowing we have little but trust that He will provide. But because of our poverty childhood background, my parents' unstable marriage and his past spendthrift ways of spending. I always dreamt whether we are able to cope financially with the future.
Looks like I am having jitters.. I should talk to my pastor or my married friends and get more encouragement to boast my moral about marriage life..
Life is like a box of chocolates (Sounds familiar??). You never know what you'll get.
Yes, I dont know. But for me, I am going to stay happy for it's gown-fitting tomorrow.. Look forward as I select my gowns and get paperwork done for venue tomorrow.
PROFILE ♥
NAME: MRS GOON
DOB: 02 AUG 1978
LOVES: GOD, FAMILY, FRIENDS, SHOPPING, MAKAN
FAVORITE VERSE: MATTHEW 6:33
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Sunday, September 24, 2006
6:32 PM
Today is 24 September 2006. 1/2 a year later is my actual wedding day.
Wonder is it that I have been sleeping too much or much nightmares, pre-marriage jitters I guessed?
Nightmare / Dream (1) Dreamt about no one attending my wedding.. well, I have dreamt of it many times. Bad decorations, empty chairs and no one to walk me down the aisle. Cause it is a Christian wedding, every time I would dream that my dad is not there to walk me down the aisle or refusal to attend my wedding.
Nightmare / Dream (2) House. That the house is in a mess. Recent realisation that after 1st time purchasing a HDB flat, second purchase must be a upgrade (Example: 4-room to 5-room, and not 5-to-5) to be eligible for HDB housing loan. We now hesitate whether we want to stick to original plan of a 5-room purchase. It's easier to cope with 4-room loan. But a 5-room is a readiness in case his parents needs to sell away their present flat when they retire since they are both self-employed and have little savings.. But all these became a nightmare for me for thoughts that I am still holding to the contract job (Insecurity?).
Nightmare / Dream (3) Financial issue. Probably of my family background. The area I am most concern as we settle down. Knowing we have little but trust that He will provide. But because of our poverty childhood background, my parents' unstable marriage and his past spendthrift ways of spending. I always dreamt whether we are able to cope financially with the future.
Looks like I am having jitters.. I should talk to my pastor or my married friends and get more encouragement to boast my moral about marriage life..
Life is like a box of chocolates (Sounds familiar??). You never know what you'll get.
Yes, I dont know. But for me, I am going to stay happy for it's gown-fitting tomorrow.. Look forward as I select my gowns and get paperwork done for venue tomorrow.
