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♥ Tuesday, October 03, 2006
7:21 PM

Dar cant remember my blog's name. He always keyed it wrongly as summerain, summeraine.. But never the correct one. Some even said why I got spelling error. Isnt it Summary? Haha.. I think I did mention in my blog before.. Never mind.

Just remembered what happened in Sunday school last week. The young ones were watching "Finding Nemo". Thought that it is a cute cartoon with interesting meaning. Who knows the kids cried at the part where the Shark appeared and went round asking the adults to hug them, sit with them.

It just reminded me in Jan (During the edge of almost breaking up). He stood at my house door overnight. It's a night I cried and soaked myself in tears. I wanted so much to open the door and hug him. But I hardened my heart to do so. A sleepless night that I keep messaging him to go off. But he stood there. I am glad that we are back together. It's the most downside of our relationship in so many years.

Well, this also reminds me no matter how old I am. I will always be a little girl in God's eyes. He has never forsaken me, give up on me. Always there to listen and always to give me that hug I desire.

Thank you for loving me, dear Heavenly Father..