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♥ Wednesday, May 09, 2007
9:09 PM

I went for house hunting again this evening. (Must be thinking, wau lau. now desperate till take time to view in the evening).

Well, ended with empty hands. After that, a talk with my agent. Starts taking out his street guide. went blah blah blah... goes on like 'how will it be if cant find house within 3mths' etc. Can look for low floor, move out, here, there. And questions like how much to willing to fork out. Pratically like more keen to find out how much cash we have on hand. Is he desperate for our sales?? It's seems less concern over our needs than others. Maybe to them closing the deal and that's it. Off goes demanding customers like us..

Sigh sigh..

After I closed the car door, I shut there and cried for a good 20 mins. Mixed, stirred feelings. Sad, depressed, boiling inside.

Well, feeling really down recently with things everhappening. Yeah.. sigh sigh..

I just SMS my good friend. She understands me better. She also think that my agent is a bit too impatient. She had also just bought a flat recently. Also felt that even demand in the market, don rush into a hurried decsision..

I felt sian. Last time, job, relationship and when things looked bad, things in the past floats back. Why people get married and I also, but so much things that I felt just so unjustified. Well, I SHOULD NOT said why, others who know will understand. Now, my job, my flat..

Sigh.. I feel like crying for another good ten mins.

Ok lah, just let go and another tomorrow will come. Dont look back, whatever bad, good is gone. No point crying.

From one of the unread TGIF daily devotions:

David often began his Psalms in a place of discouragement and loss of hope. But He never ended one Psalm in defeat. He always came to a place of victory in God by the end of the Psalm. David always placed his life in God's hands, knowing He would care for him.

Let the morning bring me word of Your unfailing love, for I have put my trust in You. Show me the way I should go, for to You I lift up my soul. Rescue me from my enemies, O Lord, for I hide myself in You. Teach me to do Your will, for You are my God; may Your good Spirit lead me on level ground (Psalm 143:8-10).

It is okay to feel discouragement. It is part of the process of grieving and working through those times of pain. But God wants each of us to allow Him to walk with us in these places. If you find yourself in one of these places, do what David did. Ask God to show you the way and let Him bring the word of His unfailing love to you.

Ya.. there are times whereby things dont go right and rocky paths.