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Sunday, November 25, 2007
Sat is the final day seeing Ah Ma's physical body.
Tears flowing for some. Personally, I know her around 9 years. It's hard to say goodbye to a loving elderly. For some, it's like a norm. I am a strong believer that what's on tv is all fake, so there is no point crying over the sad scene. And hubby always said that I kinda cold blooded. Well, that's an act. But to reality, I cried easily over some things.
Some dispute or happening we reached Mandai, some religion differences. Most of the time, relatives and friends cried out their heart as they watched the coffin pushed into the furnace. But 2 relatives even having their arguments even at this point. Even tv dont have such happening man!
And because of the tiredness and nap we took, we totally forgotten about buying a bunch of flowers that I suggested. So with such guilt, hubby did it at night, after he sent me off to meet my project mates. It was a terrifying and spooky experience. It was super dark that he had a mini touchlight and getting lost the direction where the niche was placed. So, he identified by looking at pictures of deceased we pointed out earlier. Alone, yes. Scared the heart out. He placed the flowers and even with his mind thinking what happens if there is something near his car. Silly boy. And needless to say, he quitted the idea of giving flowers to his grandpa's niche located at another block, alone.
After explanantion, he realised it was stupid of him! His grandma's spirit is with our Heavenly Father. The niche is just a memory of her and reminder. He can always do it another day leh. Sigh, this little boy.. what can I say? Only to laugh my heart out.
Had a good rest after so much happenings, back to work to catch up what was leftover and focus on my assignments.
Another week to come!
PROFILE ♥
NAME: MRS GOON
DOB: 02 AUG 1978
LOVES: GOD, FAMILY, FRIENDS, SHOPPING, MAKAN
FAVORITE VERSE: MATTHEW 6:33
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Sunday, November 25, 2007
Sat is the final day seeing Ah Ma's physical body.
Tears flowing for some. Personally, I know her around 9 years. It's hard to say goodbye to a loving elderly. For some, it's like a norm. I am a strong believer that what's on tv is all fake, so there is no point crying over the sad scene. And hubby always said that I kinda cold blooded. Well, that's an act. But to reality, I cried easily over some things.
Some dispute or happening we reached Mandai, some religion differences. Most of the time, relatives and friends cried out their heart as they watched the coffin pushed into the furnace. But 2 relatives even having their arguments even at this point. Even tv dont have such happening man!
And because of the tiredness and nap we took, we totally forgotten about buying a bunch of flowers that I suggested. So with such guilt, hubby did it at night, after he sent me off to meet my project mates. It was a terrifying and spooky experience. It was super dark that he had a mini touchlight and getting lost the direction where the niche was placed. So, he identified by looking at pictures of deceased we pointed out earlier. Alone, yes. Scared the heart out. He placed the flowers and even with his mind thinking what happens if there is something near his car. Silly boy. And needless to say, he quitted the idea of giving flowers to his grandpa's niche located at another block, alone.
After explanantion, he realised it was stupid of him! His grandma's spirit is with our Heavenly Father. The niche is just a memory of her and reminder. He can always do it another day leh. Sigh, this little boy.. what can I say? Only to laugh my heart out.
Had a good rest after so much happenings, back to work to catch up what was leftover and focus on my assignments.
Another week to come!
