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♥ Sunday, November 04, 2007
12:30 AM

It's been a tiring and stressful week.

A month since I landed myself in this new job. For the first time and first job that I found that I cant cope. Many challenges in picking up the things, projects and demands. Plus upcoming business trip, studies, tests and projects.

I felt so much stress and pressed to a 'tiny' self. Last time, I used to cry over little things. Now even so, I dont even know why I cant cry it out.

I dropped an email in the late evening, come Monday, I proposed to my boss that we have a small talk on my job performance. I know maybe some already know that I am not coping well..

Not sure how my boss thinks, I just want to let him know I know very well that I had underperformed.

How? Time is so short. Things - so many to be done.

Today, after my dissertation workshop, I pondered whether I should be going back to office or buy stuff for business trip. I must be crazy, I walked up and down the street three times.. In the end, shopping - for business trip things.

Sigh, over dinner with Hub and his friends, my mind is all full of work..

When I checked my email just now. 2 interesting mails:

1) My ex-colleague: Title "Miss U"

hi dear ,

How are you ? Last light i dream of you leh . I dream you treat us eat abalone , you told us you have 500 budget every month to treat people haha ...... Mustbe missing u too much then dream of you ............. How is ur job? heard from vera you are busy and going to korea for business soon , so happy you have a good prospect job though it is busier than here .. i believe you will have a good career future , so jiayou !!! But don't be too hard working and take good care , health is more improtant !!


2) My ex-boss: Title "How did we survive"

It's a powerpoint of charlie and snoppy at the jetty and cutie song with presentation of how we survive in the past without worrying..


So how, it's like God's timing.. Sending angels to comfort me.


I should end my today's blog with following:


Those who joyfully leave everything in God's hand will eventually see God's hand in everything.

Faith ends where worry begins and worry ends where Faith begins.